Take It Outside Podcast

Episode 16

Orphaned in the Wild

May 30 • 18:24

What do late nights, huckleberry scones, and orphaned grizzly bears have in common? My life! Join us on this episode titled, Orphaned in the Wild, where I talk about my time baking and watching grizzly bear cubs, and read from my upcoming memoir, “Through the Wilderness: My Journey of Redemption and Healing in the American Wild” about my early days of grizzly bear conservation at the feet of the master, Doug Peacock. Heyduke Lives!!!

Episode 15

Lean on Me

May 14 • 15:06

In this episode of Take It Outside, titled, Lean on Me, I’ll talk about my time tracking a mountain lion family with my good friend, Casey Anderson, and how steep climbs and frozen snot were exactly what I needed to start to deal with my trauma. I’ll read from my memoir, Through the Wilderness: My Journey of Redemption and Healing in the American Wild, an early segment covering some of my time with Casey and the mountain lion kittens that reminded me so much of Marley. To pre-oder a copy of Through the Wilderness for you or someone who may need it, please visit: https://read.macmillan.com/lp/through-the-wilderness/

Episode 14

Back in the Saddle

May 1 • 12:54

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Take It Outside is BACK with all new episodes! In this episode, I’ll explain my radio hiatus, and read to you from my NEW memoir, Through the Wilderness: My Journey of Redemption and Healing in the American Wild due out with St. Martins Press on 6/27/23!!! Join us for how I met one of my heroes, Casey Anderson, and together followed and filmed a mountain lion family, learning as much about ourselves as cougars along the way. To pre-order Through the Wilderness, please visit: https://read.macmillan.com/lp/through-the-wilderness/ Thank you!

Episode 13

Healing in Yellowstone

Sep 25 • 19:11

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Welcome to Season 3 Episode 1 of Take It Outside! On this episode titled, Healing in Yellowstone, I'm finally off the soul-numbing prescriptions and starting to find my wild way to healing in Yellowstone. While days guiding in Yellowstone provided for grizzly bears, marriage proposals and forgotten underwear hikes, there was also the everyday painful reminder in all that beauty that Marley was gone from my life forever. The intense pain was suspended by the awe of Yellowstone by day, but always seemed to find me again in the mountains after the sun went down. Please join us on this episode of Take It Outside!

Episode 12

A New Dawn

Jun 14 • 14:25

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Join me on this episode as I recall my battle with prescription medicine and how a good Doctor saw something wild in me early.

Episode 11

The Crow Sweat Hot: Part 2

May 2 • 14:54

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Please join me on Take It Outside for Part 2 of 'The Crow Sweat Hot', where I enter a centuries old purification to try and deal with the loss of our daughter, Marley. In the heat, I hear words of wisdom in an ancient language that guide me through my first sweat lodge. There are visions of Marley as the Earth falls away and parting lessons that took years for me to fully realize. See you there!!

Huge thanks and shout out to Dr. Shane Doyle and Jason Baldes for the song! A'ho!

Episode 10

The Crow Sweat Hot: Part 1

Mar 31 • 23:18

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Please join me on Season 2 Episode 2 of, Take It Outside! A podcast about healing in nature after tragedy. On this episode, I seek healing in the centuries old ceremony of sweat lodge, and find myself being welcomed by the Crow people of Montana. Things are about to get very real as I see my first sweat lodge, and the Crow holy man who will run the ceremony. It was the first time I wasn't proud to say I lived in Yellowstone. Please join me on this journey of healing. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🏔 HUGE thank you to Dr. Shane Doyle and Jason Baldes for the song. A'ho!

Episode 09

The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe

Feb 28 • 10:14

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On this episode, Brad reads, The Raven, by Edgar Allan Poe, as his birthday present to Yellowstone. Happy Birthday Yellowstone National Park - you're 149 - and looking fine!

Episode 08

A Seam in the Wild

Feb 28 • 11:09

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Please join me for a brand NEW Season 2 of Take It Outside! A podcast about healing in nature. On this first episode of Season 2, I'll explore one of my first experiences in the wild, where wolves captivated my attention long enough to keep the misery de jour at bay. Sharing the landscape with one of Yellowstone's top predators, held me in the moment, and provided my first break on a long, and arduous journey of despair, after losing Marley. But where was that seam in the wild that had allowed me to escape my pain momentarily? And could I go back?

Episode 07

A Grizzly Conferment - (Part ll)

Feb 14 • 13:23

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Join me on part two of 'A Grizzly Conferment' as a chance encounter with an apex predator has me wondering if maybe I don't want to die at all - I just don't know how to live.

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Episode 06

A Grizzly Conferment - (Part l)

Feb 9 • 18:54

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Hear how a close encounter in the Wild, helped me realize I didn't want to die - I just didn't know how to live. When face to face with an apex predator that could oblige my suicidal fantasies, how will I act? Join me on another episode of Take IT Outside!

Episode 05

The Wild Came Creeping In

Jan 31 • 26:48

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On this first full episode of, Take It Outside, we arrive at our new home in Yellowstone National Park, with wolves howling somewhere in the distance. While my days are spent tracking and photographing the wolves of Yellowstone, including the infamous '06 female (832f), at night the sadness and alcohol creep back in to fill the void from losing our daughter, Marley. While there is beauty and wildness all around, I just couldn't shake the misery that haunted me both day and night. A flashing chance is snatched away, and things are coming to a head in the world's first national park.

Episode 04

Segment Three: Descent in Madness

Jan 7 • 18:05

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In this 18 minute episode, I'll complete the 3-part series of how profound tragedy struck our family in the summer of 2010, and how my mom's role in our daughter's death sent me into a very dark place of depression, addiction, and suicidal fantasies. Just as the gathering darkness seemed inescapable, we move to one of the wildest places on the planet - Yellowstone. Thank you for joining me here on, "Take It Outside"

Episode 03

Segment Two: Dark Blue

Dec 17 • 17:58

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Warning: This episode covers very sensitive and emotional subject matter. In this episode of Take It Outside - I'll do my best to remember a time I tried so hard to forget. A falling from grace, as the unthinkable happens, and our world is turned upside and shattered. This episode is about 18 minutes long, so please find a comfortable place, and follow along on this segment titled, Dark Blue. For Marley and everything Wild - Brad

Episode 02

Segment One: Grass in the Wind

Dec 5 • 14:58

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Take It Outside This is the first 15 minute segment of a 3 part series, laying the groundwork for my healing in nature podcast. In this episode, I'll talk about growing up Hoosier, eating corn on the cob with government cheese, and listening to KISS with a Farrah Fawcett poster watching it all. I'll share how a staggering teenage revelation shaped the next few decades of my life, and how just when I found my North star, everything went blurry.

Episode 01

Origins of ‘Take It Outside’

Nov 29 • 07:44

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On this episode, I’ll explain how I landed on the name, ‘Take It Outside’ for my podcast on healing and recovery in nature after unfathomable loss. 🙏🏼❤️🏔